I don't like Barry Bonds. I don't remember ever liking Barry Bonds. I have admired him, I have been impressed with him, but I have never liked nor respected Barry Bonds. He is, or at least used to be, a phenomenal baseball player. In the early 1990's he was head and shoulders above the rest of the league as the most complete player to come along in years. In my uneducated opinion, he could have been a unanimous selection to the Hall of Fame. He hit for average, hit for power, played good defense, stole bases, and always put the team ahead of himself. No, wait a minute...scratch that last one. Barry looks out for Barry. His ego has always been the biggest in the league. Now his supersized ego may have cost him his earned place in the Hall of Fame.
About a month ago I read excerpts from the new book, "Game of Shadows" in Sports Illustrated. Even that truncated version contained damning evidence for the allegation that Bonds used steroids. Their take is this - Bonds watched in 1998 as what he viewed as an inferior (to himself) player, Mark McGwire, captivated the nation by setting the hallowed record for home runs in a single season. A veteran like Bonds could tell that McGwire was pumped up on something, and he saw that baseball was giving tacit approval to the drug usage by their lack of action. Baseball had alienated fans with the work stoppage of 1994 and the last thing they needed was a drug scandal. So, they applauded McGwire and Sammy Sosa and inadvertently gave Bonds permission to juice up. He did. Long story short, in the subsequent seven years, Bonds went on a tear and hit home runs at a greater pace than he did in his prime (and took the record away from McGwire). Now he is poised to break the career record and everybody is starting to realize that winking at the widespread steroid use has come back to bite baseball in the behind by "tainting" the sacred records.
Suddenly, Barry Bonds has become the personification of the "cheater" in baseball. Common knowledge, or at least common sense, says that hundreds of players at every position took steroids over the same time span as Bonds, theoretical re-leveling the playing field. Baseball didn't even have an anti-drug policy in place until two years ago. Yet Bonds is vilified and booed and hated everywhere outside of San Francisco. Why? He didn't break any rules. Like he always tells us, he has never failed a drug test. (How could he? They never tested him!)
Why is the weight of steroids landing on Barry Bonds' inflated shoulders? Because he's a jerk. I really can't stand the man, but I think he is unfairly taking the blame for too many others. He's owed his share of the blame, of course, but where are the others who used? McGwire, Sosa, and Rafael Palmeiro are out of baseball. Other current players aren't as high profile as Bonds, so they can quietly go unnoticed. The reason Bonds' improvement was so eye popping is because he was that much better than everybody else already. For better or worse, Barry Bonds will be the face of the Steroid Era.
Bonds doesn't need defending for juicing up, and I am not trying to defend him. The real culprit here is Major League Baseball, who looked the other way for far too long with all the users. Barry Bonds made a poor choice, and history will vilify him for it. He'll make the HOF someday, but probably not as easily as he could have. He will be known as a cheater, even though due to the lack of a drug policy in baseball, he didn't technically cheat. His reputation has forever been sullied and his accomplishments are suspect, his legacy sacrificed on the alter of ego. He longed for fame and he gained infamy. Unfortunately, baseball cannot punish him for his actions, they can only scold him, which will certainly fall on deaf ears. He will go to his (steroid-induced early) grave professing his innocence, blaming racism or jealousy for the attacks on him, oozing arrogance and pride. I will not miss him when he is gone from baseball. The sooner, the better.